confused.
Isnt it funny how once you get a taste of the one thing that uve wanted for so long, somehow it doesnt seem as special. You sit there and wonder, "How could i have wanted this for so long and now that i have it, i feel like there is something missing. or. maybe this is all it has to offer and i just expected more" but whatever it is sumthing just doesnt feel right. NO matter what happens ill always be attatched but as times change you realize that fantasies (sp?) will stay the same and u learn to put them at the back of your mind just waiting to be laughed at as childhood memories later on. Its funny the way things work out but if its meant to be then it will come back to me.