Adriana~&hearts &hearts
This entry isnt necessary for anyone to read...its just a way for me to get my thoughts out and i dont want anyone to take this personally. This entry is about one person, Adriana....... I miss her way too much. Four months apart and then 14 hrs together just isnt right. Finally just when i think im starting to get used to things without her around all the time she shows up and reality hits again. I love all my friends to death but no one can compare to adriana right now. There is just something special there and whenever i see her i never want her to leave again....but hey, cant always get what we want. I am so happy with the way that her life has improved now that she lives with her mom. Now for some Memories~ Saturday was one of the best nights i have had in a long time. From "Where is the love" to "Have a little faith in me" we have so many memories. The past two summers at her house in texas from jumping on hay bales to crash landing in a tree off of Rusty and chasing cows around the pastures have been some of the greatest times of my life. Being stalked at the river and "flying" away from the scary little red car made last summer a whole lot of laughs. Waterskiing in oklahoma, accidently getting water enimas(haha i love u), sunbathing on the back of the boat, and getting burnt into a tomato were some intersting times. The original feesh and meese will always live in our stupid memories. Almost being raped by your brother and matt during the scary blackout/ thunderstorm was one of those things that can never be topped. Spitting Glow stick "guts" onto the bitchy blonde girls and watching their faces chnage colors will forever be memorable. Stalking Sean and Michael when they were trying to stalk us. Scary guys that threw fireworks at us as we walked by club paradise.Our uncontrollable fits of laughter. The stupid jingles and songs we used to get stuck in our heads...."No one makes a meal like Farmer John" or "Soozy Snowflake". The famous science book notes. Keeping each other awake inorder to finish hw. But most of all and my favorite ones of all times were the days that we spent at my house playing videogames aka mario party, eating anti-depressent food and just laughing at everything. ~ Everything seems like an unreal dream without you and whenever i see you i wake up again but it never seems to be long enough. You know that you mean more to me than anything else and I wish we didnt let jacqui and your dad keep us apart so long. I really dont want to wait until june to see you again so please try and come out and see me if u dont want to see them since you wont let me come see you. I love you so much and i miss you more than anything. You will always and forever be my best friend and no matter how long and far we are apart nothing can stop that. Good luck with everything in Texas and you know that im always here for you. Dont do anything stupid and dont ever change from the amazing person that you are. I love you feeshy and Meow moo &hearts &hearts~&hearts forever whether you like it or not, Chelsea (meese). I love you monkey.