somespace
i ain't pleasent to look at
and i don't feel so bad
im looking into looking good
and feeling better than i had
fall dancing and twirling
i chase the door as it closes
don't panic i tell myself
that would be so hopeless
i must install some wider landscapes in these pictures in my view
its a total wreck here and although we're not together
im getting on your shoulders so i can hear your whispers of abuse
perched there silently I'm just as light as a feather
i went fishing for compliments and reeled in a boot to the head.
am i better off dead?
sometimes (often) I think so.
but somethings always chanting 'no!'no! no!
what, i'm a monster?
is that really me there reflected in that pool of tears?
and i don't feel so bad
im looking into looking good
and feeling better than i had
fall dancing and twirling
i chase the door as it closes
don't panic i tell myself
that would be so hopeless
i must install some wider landscapes in these pictures in my view
its a total wreck here and although we're not together
im getting on your shoulders so i can hear your whispers of abuse
perched there silently I'm just as light as a feather
i went fishing for compliments and reeled in a boot to the head.
am i better off dead?
sometimes (often) I think so.
but somethings always chanting 'no!'no! no!
what, i'm a monster?
is that really me there reflected in that pool of tears?