Thoughts

[magickalfaerie]

It's weird how getting all dolled up makes me feel ugly. Looking at myself, taking these fucking ridiculous pictures. Who am I fucking trying to impress? Not you. You don't give a shit about me, why the fuck do I care what you think? I get so frustrated because of how I see myself and how I think you see me. It doesn't matter. You shouldn't matter.

I'm fine. I just need to see myself in a better light. I can't be happy if I keep thinking this way.

I feel sick.