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note i left in paula's journal... _in_this_gun April 5 2005, 00:27:59 UTC
lets get a few things straight..
you told denielle that your not "directly saying this to me"
... then who else would you be saying this too paula?

i have a fucking crush on him.. get over it, and stop
freaking out about it. i ain't freaking out because your
fucking dating him. and i know theres a hell of A LOT more
people then me, who have a crush on fucking david. so
get the fuck over it. he has you, and thats all that should
fucking matter. don't freak when someone has a crush
on your man.. its not like i'm trying to get with him!

second.. it was a fucking back rub. get over that too.
its not like we went and had fucking sex, i just fucking
rubbed his back. even david said get over it, so do us all
a favor.. and get over the fucking back rub and me having a
crush on your man!! its not a big deal.. so stop writing shit
about me.. or to me.. because its fucking immature.

i don't say shit about you.. or write shit in my journal
about you.. because you like david, do i? NO, i don't. he's
yours.. and i totally understand that, and just because i
have a crush on him.. and i always have, don't mean i am
just gonna fucking not like him anymore, because you told
me too. that ain't how i roll. if you wanna fucking start
something over something soo fucking stupid.. then you come
and say this shit to my face.. don't hide behind a computer.

i'm just so sick of your shit. i thought we were cool, but
then you gotta get mad because i have a crush on your man...
but you should just be fucking happy that your with him. but
i guess that isn't enough.. even if someone fucking breaths on
him you pry freak out.. so just fucking chill. freak out if
i'm trying to get with him.. not because i have a fucking
crush on him you loser.

why don't you think twice about the next time david says "he loves you"

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