it's my party and i'll cry if i want to
birthdays.
i've always loved birthdays, not even just my own. i've always made a big deal for my friends' birthdays too.
two-month long countdowns to my favorite day of the year.
secret searches for hidden presents.
planning awesome, dorky parties.
this year is so different. i started the countdown two days before my birthday.
i have cool plans and i'm looking forward to them.
but i don't want my birthday to get here.
i don't want to be twenty.
i love being a teenager. i'm not ready to give it up.
*dramatic sigh*
In happier news, I'm pretty happy with my current love life.
i have a new crush.
he's cute, tall, dorky, and hilarious.
i absolutely love making a fool out of myself in front of him.
hopefully i'm going to go bowling for kids sake on sunday,
with a bunch of friends that i love and don't get to see enough of.
so i'm really excited for that.
<3