Aug 24, 2003 19:46
Ate today. wont eat tommorow. i bought vitamins. i will be fine. i'm going to let her save me. i give up on hating. I LOVE ANA. I devote myself to her. She will be with me wherever i am. i am anorexic. i am going to be so beautiful. ribs and hip bones sweetie. and cheek bones to die for. the doctors dont understand. at least Dr Francis doesnt. She's dealing with a bulemic not an anorexic. another 5% of my body weight and im there. i can be called anorexic. that bitch doesnt take me seriously. she is mistaken. tommorow til Friday: Green Tea. Water. Vitamin pills.
and im only stopping on friday because i have a Renaissance SAC and i need to be somewhat alert.