everett's poem

[magicjuicestar]

*bye*

disappointment still lingers,
breaking still rings out.
my blood is always spilling,
your love is what i sought.
alone is everpresent,
tears burn worse tonight.
i can't go on much longer,
i'm giving up without a fight.
your heart what i call home,
your voice what i call loving.
tonight i dangle here,
waiting up for nothing.
telephone not ringing,
with the sound of my true love.
my pillow is my partner,
i've finally had enough.
please just stay as happy,
as the first night that we talked.
try not to think of me,
with this lonely gun cocked.
my finger on the trigger,
and with my eyes wide shut.
that sting is tasting solid,
i'm closing up this cut.
this pain that's seeping through,
these threads are busting open.
my heart is falling slowly,
the stitches are not holding.
as i sing our precious song,
reminding me what i need now.
my eyes begin to water,
and i ask myself how.
how our beautiful love,
fell between the seams.
and how i still wish,
that we were again a team.
a team with the best players,
a team who always wins.
a team who loves each other,
until the very end.
well this my confession,
my dying wish tonight.
i'm sorry baby i left you,
and we ended with a fight.

*end trans*