Dec 03, 2008 13:51
hurhur. the longer i stay at home, the more i want to be outta here. go far far away. maybe i should go dubai to start my career afterall. although i dont like that place. sighs. but at least its far from home. at least it is far from being frustrated all the time. maybe my mom needs to be constantly reminded of how it feels when i m away. roars. and get others to do all the housework instead. so stupid. sick still need to make so much noise.
the longer i stay here, the more sinful i become lo. sians.
on another thingie, i hate it when ppl are so stuck up. n u know, the rafflesian thingie. haha. sorry, i know a lot of u from raffles. but u r in those lot that is not stuck up. i hate it when they are so brash n always think they are good in everything and all. yeah, that's why in the end i chose not to go RJ. n i have to say VJ days used to be the best days in the my life. now, it is second best cuz turkey overtook it. hahaha. back to the topic, its like, if u r not good, accept it n be willing to change. n esp not appear to be wanting to change but inside, u hold this grudge. cant stand it. n hates it when they are so stubborn. i m generally the type who will be stubborn when i m sure i m right. so stop fighting with me cuz in the end, i will be right. urgh! haha.
oh wells, was supposed to be at settlers 2 hours ago to play but feel like i need to be at home. the first day training is only once at night. haha. these 2 sessions per day training is draining me. thank goodness i m only a national athlete for the next 3 weeks. then, it should be back to normal life. now i remembered why i quit national team last time. haha.
k, i shall enjoy the few hours i got before training later. have a nice day all. one week left!