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Dear friend(s),
I am sorry. I never meant to blame anyone. That was never my intention. If I did, I would do it in a pissed off tone. I don’t think I did. But if I did, again, I am truly sorry as it may have happened from the 2 hours of sleep and the inability to distinguish what I intentionally do or unintentionally do. But I really just wanted to point out that we have to change something in our submission. Sighs. I am sorry that I was not able to communicate well. It is a weak point in me and I need to change. Maybe go for like articulation workshop? Anybody who knows some kind of this type of workshop, please inform me. I really need to take it up during the holidays, no joke. I think it’s a serious problem which I need to address fast.
I suppose I learnt a major lesson. That at the very end, you have to check rather than trust. And that miscommunications no matter what happens. And once again, I’ve to remember that trust may not work in a good way all the times and that at these times, you have to still take responsibility for your actions or more so, for your non-actions. What a screw up you are, az, but i suppose in the end if we learnt or got reminded of something, we take away something from it, it all gels well rite? Once again, I am extremely sorry and will always try my best to improve my mistakes.
It has been a sad day. And somehow, as of now, I don’t foresee how it is gonna get better. Life, take me away! On the bright side, I was asked by dunno which office to do a short commentary/write up on my exchange to turkey as they are revamping the school website and would like to use my turkey experience in their advertising thingie. I suppose going turkey is a good thing after all, since this is not a first time I am doing an article for the school. Yupx, going to exotic places can be quite an experience. The only happy thing I see for now, reminiscing the memories there. Seriously, can I migrate there? Haha..
Nothing seems to be helping. Esp training. Got “scolded” by coach again that this is not the discipline national athletes should have, but it shouldn’t even be directed at me. Is it my fault that my team mate is never around? Why can’t you do the scolding when she is aroud?!?! Urgh! Oh weelllss. At least I can reminisce about, TURKEY!! wheeeeee
Love,
Azleen.
I am sorry. I never meant to blame anyone. That was never my intention. If I did, I would do it in a pissed off tone. I don’t think I did. But if I did, again, I am truly sorry as it may have happened from the 2 hours of sleep and the inability to distinguish what I intentionally do or unintentionally do. But I really just wanted to point out that we have to change something in our submission. Sighs. I am sorry that I was not able to communicate well. It is a weak point in me and I need to change. Maybe go for like articulation workshop? Anybody who knows some kind of this type of workshop, please inform me. I really need to take it up during the holidays, no joke. I think it’s a serious problem which I need to address fast.
I suppose I learnt a major lesson. That at the very end, you have to check rather than trust. And that miscommunications no matter what happens. And once again, I’ve to remember that trust may not work in a good way all the times and that at these times, you have to still take responsibility for your actions or more so, for your non-actions. What a screw up you are, az, but i suppose in the end if we learnt or got reminded of something, we take away something from it, it all gels well rite? Once again, I am extremely sorry and will always try my best to improve my mistakes.
It has been a sad day. And somehow, as of now, I don’t foresee how it is gonna get better. Life, take me away! On the bright side, I was asked by dunno which office to do a short commentary/write up on my exchange to turkey as they are revamping the school website and would like to use my turkey experience in their advertising thingie. I suppose going turkey is a good thing after all, since this is not a first time I am doing an article for the school. Yupx, going to exotic places can be quite an experience. The only happy thing I see for now, reminiscing the memories there. Seriously, can I migrate there? Haha..
Nothing seems to be helping. Esp training. Got “scolded” by coach again that this is not the discipline national athletes should have, but it shouldn’t even be directed at me. Is it my fault that my team mate is never around? Why can’t you do the scolding when she is aroud?!?! Urgh! Oh weelllss. At least I can reminisce about, TURKEY!! wheeeeee
Love,
Azleen.