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Hey guys sorry i havent written in awhile.Ive been having an amazing vacation.My best friend in the world came to see me and when shes here things seem to be so much better.We went to south beach and fortlauderdale beach, took her to check out the sites.I dont want her to leave,shes my other half and she knows me so well.I forgot about everyone,my friends here that is, just b/c when im with her its all i need.I'll see her soon though.I also dragged her to lake worth twice so i can see matt.she understood why i wanted to go so it was awesome having her there. Today we all went to the beach.It was such a beautiful day.My stubborn ass didnt want to go into the water lol..i was enjoying the sun and hanging out with the best guy ever.It was an amazing day,one of the best days ive ever had.It was so simple but so meaningful b/c i was with two people who mean the world to me and i was living in a moment that i had been waiting for, for a long time..sEein matt...Doesnt time go by so fast when your having a good time? .So many things goin thru my head and yet its like i cant find one good answer that will even ease the confusion...weve both been waitin to see eachother for a long time.. i dunno maybe im looking into this thing way to much, i dont wanna get in over my head, he is going home to sum1 and has met other people, so i dont know what he really makes of the whole situation- im going to just see how things go and hope i see him again, im glad that i made a good friend.Cant wait until prom but even thinking about that is giving me a head ache cuz theres alot of unanswered questions..lol damn i just need sum sleep im thinking too much right now.Kierston leaves on tuesday, ill prolly be cryin like a baby but hey i graduate in like a month, so it wont be long b4 i see her again.Im excited for college, my world is going to change in so many ways. Its ironic how ive been in florida now-well all together-for about 2 years and ive been wanting to back home for the longest-and finally a month b4 i have to go something grEat happens to me.I guess thats just how life works and its better to cherish the memories and to have experienced good things then to not have memories to think back on at all....