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Im so tired of giving and not recieving anything back..when i do things i dont expect things in return but i see myself as a good person and ill never understand why some people have the things they have and cant even see how lucky they are..When is it going to be my turn..when can everything in my world be just the way i want it to be just for one minute, just one taste of what its like to feel whole again, to have the people in my life who i need in my life and to live like i have some purpose...sometimes i bury things so deep into my mind that i fool myself..but everynight the pain is like a needle digging deeper and deeper reminding me that its there and i feel ill eventually go numb if i dont escape..and ill eventually have nothing left to give