Been so long

[magiccastles]

How long has it been since I last blogged? During the past few weeks, I hadn't had the mood to even on my laptop, never mind come online. Instead, I spent the time trying to force myself to sit down, focus and study. It was definitely easier said than done. Even during the last available week, instead of facing the books with determination and will, I still find myself staring wistfully at the television and wishing that I can just sit down, relax and laugh myself away at some comedies or immerse myself in cracking crime scenes. It's sad that I get distracted so easily. Throughout the whole past month, I found myself wondering, more often than not, if this is really the path for me. The fact that I'm so unwilling to study and memorize all that I have to memorize makes me wonder if perhaps this is not where my interest lay. But once I get started reading, all dubious thoughts left my mind. I can't deny that the things I have to read are interesting and that I enjoy reading up about them. I guess it's the getting started part that's really difficult, and also the tremendous memorizing work that I have to do. Memorizing hadn't been a strong point of mine in recent years; I hope this doesn't mean my brain power is deteriorating /sad.

Day 03 - A song that makes you happy.
Balloons - TVXQ/DBSK.
I admit, though, that it's actually watching the MV that leaves a stronger effect on my happy scale. Lol.