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Reruns of life from almost 10 years ago. The patterns repeat, I know I'll be fine on my own. No I won't. I have this love that's never ending but what if the love is returned but it's not the same kind of love. the future could hold many things but really I just want to be holding the one who is running through my brain. Making me crazy. It's feeling I know and a feeling I love but I also hate it. I can't help but think that I'm the most important and if anyone else happened it would just be to maintain a real love and not just the temporary kind. I can't keep doing this but how can I not. I love love and all that it brings. If that's true then why am I so sad right now?