I received a late Christmas gift! I love those. My sister-in-law sent me lavender scented body wash and sparkly bath foam, peppermint foot scrubs (which I adore), and a make-up kit. It has 2 lip sticks, 2 blush colors, 2 lip gloss, and 10 shades of eye shadow. Yay for makeup! I was happy but at the same time I wondered if she wanted me to learn how to use make-up or if she wants me to stop using my usual black eye shadow. I guess I know the answer but I'm going to ignore it.
My brother sent me two more books, "Savage Membrane" by Steve Niles and "Darkfall" by Stephen Laws. Both books are mystery/horror. I should be happy...but I feel rather indifferent towards them. I just have so many books to read. I still need to read three more books that my friends lent me and I have more than 20 books I've bought and I haven't read yet. The weird thing is that I was going to read them all during my vacation and I haven't even tried to read any one of them. I think I lost my inspiration. *gasp* That can't be it. That's it! I'm not going to buy any more books till I finish reading all books I have. *talks to self* geez...good luck with that Mari.
Since I finished my 2 seasons of "Scrubs" in two days, I'm re watching them. That show is so funny and touching and intelligent. I love it. There's a scene in season 2 that J.D. and Eliot have sex. They practically destroyed the apartment (That scene was so hot) and they become sex buddies (Episode "My sex buddy). J.D. realizes that he wants Eliot to become more than his sex buddy, and when he decided to tell her, she said that he can't be her sex buddy anymore because her feelings will get in the way and she doesn't want him for a boyfriend. His heart breaks. He says he's ok with it and goes to his room while Eliot turns off the candles J.D. lit. While all that is happening there is a song in the background that just made me want to cry. Ah...unrequited love...It was a perfect song for a perfect scene. It's "Tell her" by Del Amitri. I really need to find this song and hear it a thousand times.
Tell Her
Tell her not to go
I ain’t holding on no more
Tell her something in my mind
Freezes up from time to time
Tell her not to cry
I just got scared that’s all
Tell her I’ll be by her side
All she has to do is call
All she has to do is call
Tell her the chips are down
I drank too much and shouted it aloud
Tell her something in my heart
Needs her more than even clowns
Need the laughter of the crowd
Tell her what went wrong
I sometimes think too much but say nothing at all
Tell her from this high terrain
I am ready now to fall
I am ready now to fall
Tell her not to go
I ain’t holding on no more
Tell her nothing if not this
All I want to do is kiss her
Tell her something in my mind
Freezes up from time to time
Now thinking about it...I should make a mix with a lot of weepy, sad, and miserable songs. I'm going to put songs that make me cry no matter what. This song will be included...also "Iris" by Goo Goo Dolls. Perhaps "My Immortal" by Evanecense. Hmm...any suggestions? What songs make you sad or weepy? Yup...I'm a special person...
Oh....a meme thingy:
In the year 2006 I resolve to:
Wear more lacy black lingerie.
Get your resolution here Well...what about that? This is a resolution I can easily do...