Nikki and Tyler's baby!

Nov 18, 2004 13:13




Haha. Only like, 3 more months...that makes me really excited...:D...Anyway

So some people may have noticed that away message i had up earlier..about making some changes in my life and getting back what i used to have. I actually think i mean it this time. I started thinking today and realized that i miss a lot of my friends..We all just let it fall apart and we shouldnt have done that. Especially me, i shouldnt have done that. When i started going out with kyle i forgot about everyone and everything and focused on that, but that wasnt the right thing to do. I can have friends at the same time. I sincerely wanna apologize to anyone i may have hurt, or forgotten about...The truth is, i miss everyone and what we all used to have. I think about you guys all the time..... I used to hang out with so many people all the time, and we used to have a lot of fun....Now, i hang out with one person, and every now and then, a few others. I miss everyone that went to college....I miss how much we dont even talk now....

I just wanted to write this entry to apologize to everyone for being so selfish and i wanted to ask for your forgiveness....I really just wanna make all the friendships that we have ( and just pushed aside) work. If anyone reads all this and thinks im crazy, let me know...It was just the thought of having all my friends back that made me happy...and actually smile. <333
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