Jul 16, 2004 13:08
I love how you have friends when you have a car. And then as soon as your car dies, they seem to flock to someone else with a car. Well hey, guess what guys? I got a new car. But...hmm..If thats how it was the whole time i didnt, why should i even bother?
When you think about it, is it really possible to have more than one true friend in a lifetime? Because from what Ive come across, ONE person has been true to me all along. And honestly, Im sick of all the "friend stealing" bull shit, and all the "too busy to help" stuff...Fuck that. If you honestly think that friendship is like that, then why bother? Im so sick of pretend friends. Ones that back out as soon as you need them, or ones that believe that NOTHING is as bad as they have it, and you couldnt possibly have any problems worse...but they dont ask, right? So how could they possibly know? Friendship isnt one sided. Or..it is in this case isnt it?
Glad I have one person to keep me sane because I dont fucking know what Id do without him. He was there when I was balling my eyes out last week over the loss of all my really close friends in the past month. But its different, I could call him a friend. But hes more than that, and when hes not around, I wish i still had the friends that I had before my car died. But no, I dont think I do.
Whatever. If you feel like hangin out, I have a car again, and I have a comment thing, so leave comments. Otherwise, I get the point. I wish I had true friends all the time. No offense to the few of you who are still around most of the time...