things usually turn out ok in the end
Wow. You know, sometimes it's funny how things work out. Just yesterday I was waxing melancholy about old times, old friends. And what happened today? I see Adam. Not only that, seeing him did not clam me up into silence. Right at that moment, I let it all go. There was no more anger, no more sadness and abandonment issues. There was just my friend sitting there in front of Coulter when I walked out of class. So I talked to him. Well, not just spoke with him, had an all-out berry war with the holly bush berries. I felt so much better. This weekend Becca is out of town for some RSA conference and he's been saying to other people that he's gonna hang out (that's good because hanging out with the two of them is not something I want to do yet). Dinner at Colimas then a movie then drinking at Walker. With a whole group of us. I really really hope he shows up and I really hope that we can get back to the begining. Or pick back up where I left things. I'm going to be very cautious about this, but that seeing him today made me understand how much I miss him.
PS Teresa can't come this weekend. :(
PS Teresa can't come this weekend. :(