Entry 33

[magical_sweet]

Gomen ne minnsan... I've been a bit preoccupied lately ^^; I'll try to write in this more often... I keep forgetting about it. ~.~

= Filtered to Reira-neechan =
Anou.. neechan.. can I talk to you about something?

= Filtered to Soushi-niichan =
Daijoubu ka na? You seem really down lately... does this have to do anything with.. that person?

Comments

Filtered to Honya-chan

[traped_in_stone]

... Honya-chan... ... ...

Okay.

(tearstained because crying and feeling sorry for herself is all Reira's been doing for like, a week now)

Re: Filtered to Honya-chan

[magical_sweet]

...... anou ne...

.......

un...

.......nevermind..

Filtered to Honya-chan

[traped_in_stone]

...

(tearstains)

Re: Filtered to Honya-chan

[magical_sweet]

............

Filtered to Honya-chan

[traped_in_stone]

W-Well? You... can tell me here.

(tearstains)

Re: Filtered to Honya-chan

[magical_sweet]

anou ne....

gomen nasai...

Filtered to Honya-chan

[traped_in_stone]

W-Why are you apologizing?

I'm the sick disgusting piece of filth...

(tearstained)

Re: Filtered to Honya-chan

[magical_sweet]

No... you aren't. Gomen nai... I'm.. I'm the one making you suffer, neechan...

anou... gomen... I...

I don't... I can't feel the same about you, neechan... the way you do about me..

....

;___; but I'll be out of your hair so you can move on, neechan...

.... okaasan and otousan want me to move with them to America this summer....

Filtered to Honya-chan

[traped_in_stone]

(tearstained with illegible words and scribbles)

Re: Filtered to Honya-chan

[magical_sweet]

;__________;

...............gomen nai...

Filtered to Honya-chan

[traped_in_stone]

You don't need to apologize Honya-chan. You did nothing wrong at all.

(That... kinda broke Reira. Straw to break the camel's back or whatever.)

Re: Filtered to Honya-chan

[magical_sweet]

You don't mean that neechan..

........gomen..

T-T

Filtered to Honya-chan

[traped_in_stone]

Oh but I do. You did nothing at all wrong, and I'll swear my life on it.

I'll write lots and lots of letters to you Honya-chan. And visit too.

Re: Filtered to Honya-chan

[magical_sweet]

.. you're not upset? T.T

.. honto, neechan?

Filtered to Honya-chan

[traped_in_stone]

Not at all Honya-chan. I could never be upset with you.

Re: Filtered to Honya-chan

[magical_sweet]

demo... I always.... make you cry... TT_TT