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Wow, I am so incredably happy for so many reasons....it's odd....I don't totally understand it either....
First of all, Chris has officially dumped Michelle! YAY! And now he's going on with this girl Ellie, who also lives in England and is supposed to visit him this weekend. I'm completely overjoyed for him!
Another thing has to do with me....It's just a realization, but it has made me the happiest person, and I don't know why....but it's all good! I never thought something so strange could make me so happy, but it does, and I'm free....
Third, it's spring! Even though it's supposed to snow, it's still spring, and that's all that matters....It's almost April, yay...
I feel like I've grown as a person, I don't know why...maybe because my stage presents is so much better, which means I'm starting to get moer confident in myself as a person. I'm also learning to not give a damn about the past...I've started to grow sick of resent, so I stopped it, and I've come to realize that things are so much better that way......it's better to be all like "teh <3" to everyone...well, almost everyone anyway....
This year, because my mind was less occupied on other things, I've learned more about myself and what I enjoy then I ever knew....and it really helped me plan how I'd like my future to be in a more realistic fashion...
Did I meantion Orian is a spaz head? well, I did now, lol....
Well, I'm going to go make plans for tonight or something, that way I could spread the love and joy, ttyl! ^_^
First of all, Chris has officially dumped Michelle! YAY! And now he's going on with this girl Ellie, who also lives in England and is supposed to visit him this weekend. I'm completely overjoyed for him!
Another thing has to do with me....It's just a realization, but it has made me the happiest person, and I don't know why....but it's all good! I never thought something so strange could make me so happy, but it does, and I'm free....
Third, it's spring! Even though it's supposed to snow, it's still spring, and that's all that matters....It's almost April, yay...
I feel like I've grown as a person, I don't know why...maybe because my stage presents is so much better, which means I'm starting to get moer confident in myself as a person. I'm also learning to not give a damn about the past...I've started to grow sick of resent, so I stopped it, and I've come to realize that things are so much better that way......it's better to be all like "teh <3" to everyone...well, almost everyone anyway....
This year, because my mind was less occupied on other things, I've learned more about myself and what I enjoy then I ever knew....and it really helped me plan how I'd like my future to be in a more realistic fashion...
Did I meantion Orian is a spaz head? well, I did now, lol....
Well, I'm going to go make plans for tonight or something, that way I could spread the love and joy, ttyl! ^_^