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Stayed home today...didn't really want to, but I got like, no sleep....I spent the whole night just watching the minutes going by thinking "Shit, why can't I sleep?!" Around 3 it was really creepy....I got like, the shakes and my hearts was beating really fast....it didn't last that long, but it was still like "WTF?" scared the living daylights out of me...mommy told me it was probably just a reaction to stress, I agree with that statement.....
Anyways, onto better topics, after resting a bit I started cleaning my room, then I'm going to work on some school work that isn't due yet, but will be due soon....figured, why not?
Oh, an update on grandpa, mommy saw him yesterday, he's doing loads better....He can walk pretty good now, and is self sufficant enough to take care of himself. He may get sent home tomorrow...that's a relief....I wondered if all this was ever going to end....
I've been thinking a lot lately, and one thing is, how quickly things can change...Around Christmas my Grandpa was dancing at Mohegan Sun, and before Christmas Eclipse was running around like a crazy moofoo, and would scratch the cage in the middle of the night...Nanny was only using a cane and refused to use anything else....It's only 2 months later, and both Nanny and Grandpa are using walkers, and Nanny also has a wheelchair....Eclipse is dead, and I have a new ferret Orian.....And it went from Aunt Lynnie being up in California having a good time, to her getting really sick, and then them detecting lung cancer...and now she's dead too....I don't know, it's just kind of scary how things can change so fast.....
Another thing I've noticed from the bahavior of myself and others, is it just me or everytime people stop being friends or whatever resentment is there for a good amount of time, a few months to a year, but then after a while it's like "Eh whatever..." and in some cases you even go back to being friends...that's weird to, cause what's the point of getting all resentful when in the end you're going to forgive the person anyways? I don't know, I'm just weird...but I started realizing this pattern this month with myself, and when I thought about it, I could think of many other people who did/do the same exact thing....
Ok well, I don't really have much more to say, maybe I'll post later or something if I think of anything....ttyl....
"We have argued, till we are black and blue
nothing to say, this is what I tell you
happiness is as freedom
it is welcome
if you saw this you would know
this is the truth"
Anyways, onto better topics, after resting a bit I started cleaning my room, then I'm going to work on some school work that isn't due yet, but will be due soon....figured, why not?
Oh, an update on grandpa, mommy saw him yesterday, he's doing loads better....He can walk pretty good now, and is self sufficant enough to take care of himself. He may get sent home tomorrow...that's a relief....I wondered if all this was ever going to end....
I've been thinking a lot lately, and one thing is, how quickly things can change...Around Christmas my Grandpa was dancing at Mohegan Sun, and before Christmas Eclipse was running around like a crazy moofoo, and would scratch the cage in the middle of the night...Nanny was only using a cane and refused to use anything else....It's only 2 months later, and both Nanny and Grandpa are using walkers, and Nanny also has a wheelchair....Eclipse is dead, and I have a new ferret Orian.....And it went from Aunt Lynnie being up in California having a good time, to her getting really sick, and then them detecting lung cancer...and now she's dead too....I don't know, it's just kind of scary how things can change so fast.....
Another thing I've noticed from the bahavior of myself and others, is it just me or everytime people stop being friends or whatever resentment is there for a good amount of time, a few months to a year, but then after a while it's like "Eh whatever..." and in some cases you even go back to being friends...that's weird to, cause what's the point of getting all resentful when in the end you're going to forgive the person anyways? I don't know, I'm just weird...but I started realizing this pattern this month with myself, and when I thought about it, I could think of many other people who did/do the same exact thing....
Ok well, I don't really have much more to say, maybe I'll post later or something if I think of anything....ttyl....
"We have argued, till we are black and blue
nothing to say, this is what I tell you
happiness is as freedom
it is welcome
if you saw this you would know
this is the truth"