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This was seriously the most boring evening ever....everyone was busy, my dad slept the whole time, mom wasn't home....I just stayed in my room by myself the whole time and watched stuff on ebaums world that I've seen 100 times already....well, besides a couple new things...
Then I was looking up random stuff on this old 70's british kids show "Rainbow" because there was a clip of the "naughty episode" of it on ebaums world so I didn't know if that was what the show was like all the time, lmao
(to viewers) "Well, have you got your twangers out? And remember, you can bounce your balls at the same time. If you haven't got any, ask a friend if you can play with his. Now, let's all play the plucking song."
lmao, It actually wasn't supposed to be aired on Television but was accidently; it was actually made to be entered in a Christmas contest for British TV shows...I guess a blooper contest, or man, at this rate it seems like a sick twisted contest, lmao.
Erg, I have to work again tomorrow. Another early morning >_< at least it's a half day though...
I miss Eclipse, I keep waking up in the middle of the night after dreaming about him and then I realize it was only a dream and there was no "scratch scratch scratch" coming from the hall way. It's really weird to, I never really moved around much at night but since Monday I wake up on all sides of the bed every 2 hours or so....talk about restless.....heh.....who would have ever thought such a small screature that sleeps a lot can take that big a piece of your heart? I never cried over death until Eclipse....Not to meantion, a lot of the memories really hit me now. Like the second day I had him, we were over Dawnsy's house and he thought it would be a good idea to walk through a moth trap....talk about a mess....Or the two times we came home to find the plant dug up because he opened his cage....oh man, they didn't seem like good times then, but thinking back on them, good times.
I think I've finally gripped the fact he's not coming home and I accept that.....my moms having a lot of trouble accepting it, but you just have to you know? Nothing is going to change what happened...Eclipse will live forever in our hearts and in our memory, and I look at it this way....he wouldn't wat us to be sad, he's want us to be all like "Weeee play!!!!!" lol
ok, well now that I have wasted more of your time due to my mad amounts of boredom, I'll stop....ttyl my friends....
Then I was looking up random stuff on this old 70's british kids show "Rainbow" because there was a clip of the "naughty episode" of it on ebaums world so I didn't know if that was what the show was like all the time, lmao
(to viewers) "Well, have you got your twangers out? And remember, you can bounce your balls at the same time. If you haven't got any, ask a friend if you can play with his. Now, let's all play the plucking song."
lmao, It actually wasn't supposed to be aired on Television but was accidently; it was actually made to be entered in a Christmas contest for British TV shows...I guess a blooper contest, or man, at this rate it seems like a sick twisted contest, lmao.
Erg, I have to work again tomorrow. Another early morning >_< at least it's a half day though...
I miss Eclipse, I keep waking up in the middle of the night after dreaming about him and then I realize it was only a dream and there was no "scratch scratch scratch" coming from the hall way. It's really weird to, I never really moved around much at night but since Monday I wake up on all sides of the bed every 2 hours or so....talk about restless.....heh.....who would have ever thought such a small screature that sleeps a lot can take that big a piece of your heart? I never cried over death until Eclipse....Not to meantion, a lot of the memories really hit me now. Like the second day I had him, we were over Dawnsy's house and he thought it would be a good idea to walk through a moth trap....talk about a mess....Or the two times we came home to find the plant dug up because he opened his cage....oh man, they didn't seem like good times then, but thinking back on them, good times.
I think I've finally gripped the fact he's not coming home and I accept that.....my moms having a lot of trouble accepting it, but you just have to you know? Nothing is going to change what happened...Eclipse will live forever in our hearts and in our memory, and I look at it this way....he wouldn't wat us to be sad, he's want us to be all like "Weeee play!!!!!" lol
ok, well now that I have wasted more of your time due to my mad amounts of boredom, I'll stop....ttyl my friends....