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i need to update. yes auriel came to visit. then he never called me again. i dont understand why i put so much faith and trust and love into one person even after they hurt me over and over. anyways school is over. the first night i was home i hung out with lindz and saw bobby and dewey for the first time in forever. im happy bobbys back even though i dont chill with him, its just nice hes back with his friends. then friday night i went to the carnival with morgaine and her friend from school jessica then we met up with lauren c then went to morgaines and drank that was really fun. i havent chilled with moragine in a while. anyways i got wasted and started stripping for morgaines guy friend it was fun though. lauren and i were dancing. then i called so many people including auriel. i made him come and see me and to my surprise he did. but all i remember is crying like a loser and making him take me home. so i got home at 5am with a huge hang over and just slept the rest of the day. all i did for a few days was chill with my lil cousins and my family. then last night i took the train to hang out with kevin and lisa and kevins friends we saw star wars with the rest of the nerds it was actually pretty godo i liked it. i slept at kevins with john *blushes* then took the train home today. now tonight im smokin and goin to play photo hunt then go to the diner with my best friend sara. then tom. night im goin to visit jenna and we're gonna play mini golf and watch movies then im sleepin there that will be fun. then sat. night im babysittin my two fav kids aliza and jared. then i dont know what after that..okay this is the longest entry ive written in forever. im done.