Number 24
Ok, so today I am one year older than I was yesterday. I am 24 years old and am feeling every year of that in my body. The older I get the more my body aches....I have had athletic trainers and doctors tell me that I will be in a wheel chair by the time I am 40.....I really hope that is not true! I do know, though, that all the years of sports injuries have left me a walking cripple. I never feel 100%. It gets harder and harder to workout without getting an injury.
Today the thing that is hurting worse than my body, is my heart. Not phyiscally exactly, but it hurts none-the-less. When people I love get hurt.....I hurt. The sad thing is....this time not only did people I love get hurt, but people I love were doing the hurting. I am praying that somehow God can work His will through this and "bring all things together for good to them that are the called according to His purpose."
Also, I quit my job....my new one....lol....I was not happy there at all. From working 5 days there, I made more money than I made in 2 full weeks at the wellness center. The pay was good, but the hours were rotten, as were the days. The bad part of this....I am now struggling to make ends meet. Pray that I will be able to and that God will work everything out in due time.
Though all of this stuff sounds kind of depressing, I do think I will have a good birthday today. My boyfriend is on his way to see me. My dad is on his way home from Kansas. And my mom is baking me an egg white only cake. ;) Sounds like an ok day to me! lol
Today the thing that is hurting worse than my body, is my heart. Not phyiscally exactly, but it hurts none-the-less. When people I love get hurt.....I hurt. The sad thing is....this time not only did people I love get hurt, but people I love were doing the hurting. I am praying that somehow God can work His will through this and "bring all things together for good to them that are the called according to His purpose."
Also, I quit my job....my new one....lol....I was not happy there at all. From working 5 days there, I made more money than I made in 2 full weeks at the wellness center. The pay was good, but the hours were rotten, as were the days. The bad part of this....I am now struggling to make ends meet. Pray that I will be able to and that God will work everything out in due time.
Though all of this stuff sounds kind of depressing, I do think I will have a good birthday today. My boyfriend is on his way to see me. My dad is on his way home from Kansas. And my mom is baking me an egg white only cake. ;) Sounds like an ok day to me! lol