Jul 13, 2005 20:17
OMG I have so neglected you my flist. I'm a bad bad person. I've been pretty busy, with the work, the school, the home drama, the lovely diversion which has caused me to go into a complete tailspin.
Whoa.. you came out of nowhere.... picked me up off the floor...shook me awake and now I'm utterly blindsided by you. In a daze maybe, I don't know. Shocked even.. swear to god my jaw hit the floor. But you made me smile. You always do. Can I trust myself? Am I afraid of myself? Maybe I am my own worst enemy at times. I'm really like a deer in headlights here. Can I fall in love with someone I've never met?
Maybe all I have to do is.....
..... no..... wait.......
.... I could be. And I just don't know it yet.