three cheers for emo entries

[magic_mirror]

its funny how things work out...down right hilarious. i guess the phrase "what goes around, comes around" applies. i don't know, i hope i don't know the whole story....i really hope i'm misunderstanding, but i really don't see how that could be. honestly, if i do now know the "real deal" with you then that would be a really disappointing revelation. i feel so stupid for caring so much, about letting it affect me, but i just thought i wasn't the only one who cared, but quite apparently i am. was i not supposed to notice? whatever man, i'll get over it, i'm not going to go around chasing this kind of crap crap crap crap crap.

you were right, i do have my own schedule and my own friends. i just liked hanging out with you...so sue me.

cordially,
emily "it sucks even more because i had a crush on him" miller