Jun 13, 2003 00:06
She sits quiet.
In quiet desperation. In quiet self destruction.
She won't waste words if they'll fall on deaf ears.
She remembers a time when she tried, resisted really, and knows that time is not now.
She will lay on her bed knowing the tears won't come.
Knowing she has used up her supply worth the next five years.
She remembers her armor, and how she must of left it out in the rain, what with the way it rusted and such.
She sees the carrot being held over her head, but she's not as stupid anymore, and realizes now there's no point in trying to reach it.
She won't keep chasing that illusion, reaching out for something unattainable.
The game is over. You lose.