di-di-did-did-you see the fallings bombs?
Days have been like flying past. Everytime I look up its like getting dark outside again, and I just roam around the night. School starts for my friends in a few days, I however am not going to school untill January when I start whatever bullshit at hudson valley. I really dont want to go to college, and then go to more college, an then get a job, an work there for 30 years to have a *career*. I'd like to have a family someday I think but I dunno. I think i need to go to jail for a long time before I decide to do that. I want to rent a barn in Canada or something and grow mad tree's, an come back an sell them here. I dunno. I could always just do what I'm doing now for 10 more years an play in a basement jam band and just get fucked up a lot. Its the only thing that I find satisfying. I saw spuz at wendys last night it was odd. I used to see her everyday at Shaker, so she looked so familiar, but I hadn't seen her in like 4 months or so. Something like that. I dunno what to do. I just need to find another loser to drag down to hell with me, and be an adult loser. Well I mean theres a ton of'em, how many times do you see someone who's like 40 years old serving you shit at McDonalds. Maybe I'll go to China or something where everyone gets paid (kind of) the same. I mean if everyone stopped working at the cash registers for one day shit would get fucked up, if all the doctors stopped working shit would get fucked up, if all the veterinary kennel boys stopped working shit would get fucked up. I dunno every job has to be done, so why should you feel bad if your not making a lot of money.