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I don't know how I feel about anything anymore I feel alone and I know I'm hurt the ones I love (Christine, My mother and the rest of my family) But I guess i just need to figure things out for my self. for the ones that I have Hurt and read this I'm sorry that You had to be one of the one's I've hurt there is no forgiveness for what I have done and I do not want any in turn. I wish i could make everything ok but I can't so for now I will just try and figure what i want to do in life.
(I wish I was never part of your life because I know how much I have hurt and I know how much I still can hurt in the future I hope that not all is lost and this will be only a faze in my life but I just don't know)
(I wish I was never part of your life because I know how much I have hurt and I know how much I still can hurt in the future I hope that not all is lost and this will be only a faze in my life but I just don't know)