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today has been a good day on my side i got my first call back for a job interview finally and damn thats rad its for carolina cafe bakery fuck yeah im going to swoon them with my talk of one day hoping to open up my own bakery hhhh
i made my family a delicious meal tonight for dinner. paste primavera so dank it was really just a bunch of vegetables piled on top of health pasta nooddles i loved it and so did they i made it really for my mom cause shes the only one i love if anyone wants the recipe let me know its fun and easy and taste great
man i how i get this job i got an interview for tomorrow and once i get a job everything will be great because my car sits in my driveway with no real owner yet and once i can pay my bills (can pay my au to mo bills) ill be able to do fun stuff like go visit my boyfriend and go here and fro and bring christy coloring books and chicken noodle soup and stop buy to tell my girl shes beautiful and this is gonna be fun i love the feeling of not having to depend on anyone and my boyfriend the shit hole that he is has an interview at the same place on thursday im going to tell them hes my cousin not my boyfriend and im also going to tell them i cant pass a drug test so dont ask but trust me youll love me and me and hiim are already plaannning a beach trip and saving for our own apartment and then our ticket outta here with gucci on my shouldar oh so cute
i just dont get you little one you are my heart and i just wish i could talk to you like i want to without having to walk on eggshells around you because im afraid ill break your sprites and i wish you could believe me when i tell you your beauiful and i wish you knew how sometimes i strive to look like you and i would take the time outta my day to tel you these things but you wouldnt listen and you wouldnt care you poor unfortuneate soul i think you find it fun to hate yourself like sometimes i find it fun to write horrible things about myself and walk around filled with hate its kinda cute when you look sad all the time and dont want to eat and have horrible dreams and draw crazy pictures and smoke a lot of cigarettes and take long walks and watch movies by yourself and thats all kinda cute but i just wish you could smile like you mean it
i made my family a delicious meal tonight for dinner. paste primavera so dank it was really just a bunch of vegetables piled on top of health pasta nooddles i loved it and so did they i made it really for my mom cause shes the only one i love if anyone wants the recipe let me know its fun and easy and taste great
man i how i get this job i got an interview for tomorrow and once i get a job everything will be great because my car sits in my driveway with no real owner yet and once i can pay my bills (can pay my au to mo bills) ill be able to do fun stuff like go visit my boyfriend and go here and fro and bring christy coloring books and chicken noodle soup and stop buy to tell my girl shes beautiful and this is gonna be fun i love the feeling of not having to depend on anyone and my boyfriend the shit hole that he is has an interview at the same place on thursday im going to tell them hes my cousin not my boyfriend and im also going to tell them i cant pass a drug test so dont ask but trust me youll love me and me and hiim are already plaannning a beach trip and saving for our own apartment and then our ticket outta here with gucci on my shouldar oh so cute
i just dont get you little one you are my heart and i just wish i could talk to you like i want to without having to walk on eggshells around you because im afraid ill break your sprites and i wish you could believe me when i tell you your beauiful and i wish you knew how sometimes i strive to look like you and i would take the time outta my day to tel you these things but you wouldnt listen and you wouldnt care you poor unfortuneate soul i think you find it fun to hate yourself like sometimes i find it fun to write horrible things about myself and walk around filled with hate its kinda cute when you look sad all the time and dont want to eat and have horrible dreams and draw crazy pictures and smoke a lot of cigarettes and take long walks and watch movies by yourself and thats all kinda cute but i just wish you could smile like you mean it