Soooo
Wow what a day... I spent the afternoon with a friend I haven't seen in years. We were best friends all throughout college. I was there for her every step of the way and every time she did something stupid I lifted her up. But I just couldn't take it anymore after a while. After we graduated and she started college, she got really bad into drugs and sex with random guys. I literally lost track of how many times she called me saying she slept with a stranger at a party. I was so scared and scared for myself too because that girl could talk me into anything. I know without a doubt if I had stayed close to her something bad could have happened to both of us. I tried to talk her out of doing drugs and the sex but I couldn't save her. So I had to cut off ties completely. That was the hardest decision of my life because I loved her like a sister. I still do and today when we met up after 2yrs of silence I was so happy. My heart leaped for joy, but I'm so so terrified that my emotions may cloud my judgment at letting her back in my life. She swears she's off drugs, and that the guy she's with has changed since I last knew him. He was another reason for my silence because I knew he was abusive and way way into coke and drugs.
Do I follow my heart and the fact that I swear I was told some how to get back in touch with her? It had to be a TPTB moment because I never had the courage to contact her before.
In similar wtf, my sister, after I talked to her, has now deleted me on myspace and I'm left going wtf. I just don't know where I went wrong because I told her the truth. I told her what I would tell any woman in that situation. Was I wrong to tell her the truth?
I think its about time for me to find my way to Neverland and be a Lost Girl instead of an earthly Confused Girl. Besides I looked damn cute in my garb at May Day so imagine adding a pirate's hat to the fray.
Yo ho yo ho a Pirates life for me
The lost girls sing their welcome song to the great blue sea
They welcome mermaids and good souls for their company
They climb the rigs, and set the sails
Its off to play we go
The song they sing merrily echoes in the cove
Wendy leads the great crusade
To defeat the lost boys in their prime
Haha she laughs as they fail time after time
The pirate life for a lost girl is divine indeed
True of heart, courage and a love of the sea
That is all a Lost Girl needs
(hmm I'm no way Sooj but eh I can try)
Do I follow my heart and the fact that I swear I was told some how to get back in touch with her? It had to be a TPTB moment because I never had the courage to contact her before.
In similar wtf, my sister, after I talked to her, has now deleted me on myspace and I'm left going wtf. I just don't know where I went wrong because I told her the truth. I told her what I would tell any woman in that situation. Was I wrong to tell her the truth?
I think its about time for me to find my way to Neverland and be a Lost Girl instead of an earthly Confused Girl. Besides I looked damn cute in my garb at May Day so imagine adding a pirate's hat to the fray.
Yo ho yo ho a Pirates life for me
The lost girls sing their welcome song to the great blue sea
They welcome mermaids and good souls for their company
They climb the rigs, and set the sails
Its off to play we go
The song they sing merrily echoes in the cove
Wendy leads the great crusade
To defeat the lost boys in their prime
Haha she laughs as they fail time after time
The pirate life for a lost girl is divine indeed
True of heart, courage and a love of the sea
That is all a Lost Girl needs
(hmm I'm no way Sooj but eh I can try)