Tell her where the sunshines bright and tell her she can have it all
<3 <3 <3 Alice Don't give it away! <3 <3 <3
How the sisters of mercy never fail to delight my soul. Again, I was born in the wrong mutherfucking decade!
Anyfuck, things have been extremely interesting lately. I feel more comfortable though and I'm definately more secure with myself which makes a huge difference in my day to day life. HUGE.
So where do I begin? The other night when I got home late my tarot cards were out of their box and I was called to read them like I've never been called to read them before. The spread was laid before me and in my future influence three cards were strewn out: The World, The Devil, and the 8 of cups crossing them. I took it to mean that a decision is before me weather I commit to really leaving the things that bind me emotionally behind so that I can have a truly balanced life and come full circle to learn my lessons and once again become the fool care free and eager to learn or if I will doom myself to my shackles that pain me for just a little while longer (which could change the fate of my future in big ways however!). I know what these things that bind me are 1) my inability to escape the harmful parts of my past 2) my insecurity 3) when i give into depression 4) alcohol 5) over eating 6) over spending money. Yeah I know it's a lot but the second one is a result of the first and the rest are coping mechanisms. So if I get over the first one I can begin to over come the second and no longer rely on the rest!
So then that night I had a dream. I was in London alone. I was excited but nervous at the same time and it didn't bother me whatsoever that I was alone other than the fact that I was afraid something bad would happen to me.
Anyway it's all super weird. I just hope I can move on from my insecurity and this thing that binds me.
I had a great time reading tarot cards at Minerpalooza! Soooo much different from last year! :) I really helped some people and that was great!
My classes are freaking me out cuz i haven't had much due yet.
Choice Walk was Yesterday and that was great!
I've been getting closer to new friends lately and that's been helping me a lot! <3 They keep me sane and happy <3
Also I'm going to D.C. in two weeks! And this weekend I'm going to Denver! <3 YAY! :)
I really hope things don't take a turn for the worst I'm really really hoping!
How the sisters of mercy never fail to delight my soul. Again, I was born in the wrong mutherfucking decade!
Anyfuck, things have been extremely interesting lately. I feel more comfortable though and I'm definately more secure with myself which makes a huge difference in my day to day life. HUGE.
So where do I begin? The other night when I got home late my tarot cards were out of their box and I was called to read them like I've never been called to read them before. The spread was laid before me and in my future influence three cards were strewn out: The World, The Devil, and the 8 of cups crossing them. I took it to mean that a decision is before me weather I commit to really leaving the things that bind me emotionally behind so that I can have a truly balanced life and come full circle to learn my lessons and once again become the fool care free and eager to learn or if I will doom myself to my shackles that pain me for just a little while longer (which could change the fate of my future in big ways however!). I know what these things that bind me are 1) my inability to escape the harmful parts of my past 2) my insecurity 3) when i give into depression 4) alcohol 5) over eating 6) over spending money. Yeah I know it's a lot but the second one is a result of the first and the rest are coping mechanisms. So if I get over the first one I can begin to over come the second and no longer rely on the rest!
So then that night I had a dream. I was in London alone. I was excited but nervous at the same time and it didn't bother me whatsoever that I was alone other than the fact that I was afraid something bad would happen to me.
- traveling signifies a desire to escape from your daily burdens. You are looking for a change in scenery, where no one has any expectations of you. Perhaps it is time to make a fresh start.
- To dream that you are alone indicates feelings of rejection. You may be feeling that no one understand you.
Anyway it's all super weird. I just hope I can move on from my insecurity and this thing that binds me.
I had a great time reading tarot cards at Minerpalooza! Soooo much different from last year! :) I really helped some people and that was great!
My classes are freaking me out cuz i haven't had much due yet.
Choice Walk was Yesterday and that was great!
I've been getting closer to new friends lately and that's been helping me a lot! <3 They keep me sane and happy <3
Also I'm going to D.C. in two weeks! And this weekend I'm going to Denver! <3 YAY! :)
I really hope things don't take a turn for the worst I'm really really hoping!