Wish I was tired.
I have to be up in about an hour. We're going to Seaworld. Took a shower about half an hour ago. I'm gonna be dragging ass all day and I'm gonna catch hell for it. "Well, why not sleep in the car?" Because I don't stay asleep in vehicles once I'm awake. Fuck. I don't wanna have a bad day tomorrow but it looks like I'm gonna cause it. Lack of sleep equals a flood of health problems. *sigh* Like... my diabetes acts funnier when I don't sleep right. If I don't take my insulin with me, I'll feel shittier, but I can't very well take syringes and a vial of strange liquid into a family theme park. Going back to the car to take it will require refrigerating it... well... taking it WITH me would, too.
I hate my body and the asshole deity who let it happen. I don't view this as some sort of cute test that I'm supposed to get something out of later in life. You know what I'm gonna get later in life? Sicker. Thanks a bucketful, overseer. Thanks a fucking LOAD for making me resent my very existence.
See? I should have gone to sleep hours ago. Fuck you, cosmic interference. Fuck. You.
I hate my body and the asshole deity who let it happen. I don't view this as some sort of cute test that I'm supposed to get something out of later in life. You know what I'm gonna get later in life? Sicker. Thanks a bucketful, overseer. Thanks a fucking LOAD for making me resent my very existence.
See? I should have gone to sleep hours ago. Fuck you, cosmic interference. Fuck. You.