so...
reconnecting with a friend i haven't seen in 15 years or so, we did the quick catch-up encapsulate your life in 5 minutes thing. she is married with children and living in the suburbs. i basically said that i am married to music, it's still all clubs and concerts for me.
last night solidified that i am actually content with that choice, and that i am in fact designed well for this life. it sustains me in ways that i will likely never be able to make clear.
i have finally hit that point where i am no longer trying to fit myself into someone else's idea of what my life should be. i have spent far too much time doing that. i love this life that i have built for myself, and i am going to spend the rest of my days enjoying the hell out of it :)
last night solidified that i am actually content with that choice, and that i am in fact designed well for this life. it sustains me in ways that i will likely never be able to make clear.
i have finally hit that point where i am no longer trying to fit myself into someone else's idea of what my life should be. i have spent far too much time doing that. i love this life that i have built for myself, and i am going to spend the rest of my days enjoying the hell out of it :)