"I am what I'm after dont need another friend. Smile and drop the cliche till u think Im listening"
so whats some real bullshit, i guess cassie and mike called erik the other day. they were bitching at him, saying i had called mikes dad trying to find him. ok, first of all, i havent called that house since the beginning of summer when i was calling dan to find out if he was having a party. second, why the fuck would i be trying to get ahold of mike, 9 months after weve broken up? and if i wanted to call mike, why the fuck would i call his dads house? i know the kid doesnt live there. and finally, if ur gonna call and bitch about something as stupid as that, why the hell are you gonna call my boyfriend? like he has anything to do with it. at least bitch at me. cuz ill tell u straight up where to put ur shit. stupid people are silly.
i was really bored today and i went back and looked through all my old entries and it freaked me out. all the drama that was such a big deal back then, all the people i never talk to anymore, how much everybody (especially me) has changed. its weird. it made me think about a lot, and made me miss some people. There was a lot of bad shit that happened with a lot of people, but i try not to think about that. i think about the good shit that happened. and it makes me think that for the most part, if i went back i wouldnt have changed anything. because all the good memories are so much more important than the bad, and in the end it was worth it.
i was really bored today and i went back and looked through all my old entries and it freaked me out. all the drama that was such a big deal back then, all the people i never talk to anymore, how much everybody (especially me) has changed. its weird. it made me think about a lot, and made me miss some people. There was a lot of bad shit that happened with a lot of people, but i try not to think about that. i think about the good shit that happened. and it makes me think that for the most part, if i went back i wouldnt have changed anything. because all the good memories are so much more important than the bad, and in the end it was worth it.