i fucking hope mike dies
i fucking hate mike. i fucking hate him. i dont fucking get it, he went from the perfect guy to the most horrible person i could ever imagine, and hurt me more than ive ever been hurt before.
in case you didnt know, i lost the baby. i had a miscarriage on saturday. which fucking tore me up. but i couldnt fine mike to tell him about it. so heres what happened...
yesterday he called me up cause that was the day we were gonna get me tested, and he was like "whats all this im hearing about a miscarriage?" and i was like "well you need to come over so i can talk to you about that." and hes like "why the fuck did everyone else hear baout it b4 me?" and i was like "i couldnt find you to tell you when it happened" and hes like "well this is all just too much of a coincidence for me blah blah blah" and i was like "i know how it seems, the way everything fell into place. but i swear to you, im not lying. i can prove it to you if you come over." and hes like "well i think your just a really good actor." and then i fucking got bitched at all night by his fucking friends about how im a phsyco bitch and how im a slut and i get around and that all my friends say im a slut behind my back and how i have no friends and shit. and then mike got on the phone and started yelling at me, and i dont know exactly what he said cause i was yelling at him back, but something like how im a phsyco bitch and to never talk to him again and how he hates me and hopes i die and that he doesnt beleive me about any of this but if i really was pregnant that he doesnt care cause it prolly wasnt his cause i "sleep around" and that hes glad the baby died.
i cant fucking beleive him. hes fucking horrible. he was too fucking pussy to come over last night cause he knew i was going to prove it and then he knew he would be wrong, and he would realize everything he said and did to me was horrible, and that he just lost his baby. and hes too fuckin selfish and too much of a fucking anal pussy bitch to deal w/ that.
in case you didnt know, i lost the baby. i had a miscarriage on saturday. which fucking tore me up. but i couldnt fine mike to tell him about it. so heres what happened...
yesterday he called me up cause that was the day we were gonna get me tested, and he was like "whats all this im hearing about a miscarriage?" and i was like "well you need to come over so i can talk to you about that." and hes like "why the fuck did everyone else hear baout it b4 me?" and i was like "i couldnt find you to tell you when it happened" and hes like "well this is all just too much of a coincidence for me blah blah blah" and i was like "i know how it seems, the way everything fell into place. but i swear to you, im not lying. i can prove it to you if you come over." and hes like "well i think your just a really good actor." and then i fucking got bitched at all night by his fucking friends about how im a phsyco bitch and how im a slut and i get around and that all my friends say im a slut behind my back and how i have no friends and shit. and then mike got on the phone and started yelling at me, and i dont know exactly what he said cause i was yelling at him back, but something like how im a phsyco bitch and to never talk to him again and how he hates me and hopes i die and that he doesnt beleive me about any of this but if i really was pregnant that he doesnt care cause it prolly wasnt his cause i "sleep around" and that hes glad the baby died.
i cant fucking beleive him. hes fucking horrible. he was too fucking pussy to come over last night cause he knew i was going to prove it and then he knew he would be wrong, and he would realize everything he said and did to me was horrible, and that he just lost his baby. and hes too fuckin selfish and too much of a fucking anal pussy bitch to deal w/ that.