"I'm about to die. Won't you clear away from me? Give me stregnth to fly away..."
boys suck. all they do is break your heart. im not going into details but...i hate boys...
last night i went to kims and hung out w/ her and justin and morgan and cassidy and mini me. i got sooo fucking drunk. i had 14 shots of vodka. and im a fuckin lightweight so i was FUCKED UP! i kept like randomly getting depressed and crying and babbling about how i hate guys and i just want a guy thats going to be sweet to me and not fuck me over. and i must have fallen a lot cause i have bruises all over my legs today. i split my thumb open on accident. that hurt and it bled EVERYWHERE! i fucking...ROLLED down the stairs. i almost passed out in the hot tub about 5 times. i was fuckin smashed. ...it was awesome. lol.
today i didnt do shit. my mom wouldnt take me anywhere cause of the roads. have you seen them!? its a fucking skating rink outside! its fuckin NUTS! anyways, i just chilled w/ charlee for a while.
my newyears resolutions:
1.)loose 10-15 lbs
2.)stop letting ppl walk all over me
3.)hook up w/ a really sweet guy
last night i went to kims and hung out w/ her and justin and morgan and cassidy and mini me. i got sooo fucking drunk. i had 14 shots of vodka. and im a fuckin lightweight so i was FUCKED UP! i kept like randomly getting depressed and crying and babbling about how i hate guys and i just want a guy thats going to be sweet to me and not fuck me over. and i must have fallen a lot cause i have bruises all over my legs today. i split my thumb open on accident. that hurt and it bled EVERYWHERE! i fucking...ROLLED down the stairs. i almost passed out in the hot tub about 5 times. i was fuckin smashed. ...it was awesome. lol.
today i didnt do shit. my mom wouldnt take me anywhere cause of the roads. have you seen them!? its a fucking skating rink outside! its fuckin NUTS! anyways, i just chilled w/ charlee for a while.
my newyears resolutions:
1.)loose 10-15 lbs
2.)stop letting ppl walk all over me
3.)hook up w/ a really sweet guy