"I'm not the one who's so far away when I feel the snake bite enter my veins..."
ok in case you all didnt know i was having some confusing relationship problems. justin and i were going through some really tough times and i was really started to like geoff. and i didnt know what to do. so geoff came over today and we talked everything out. and we decided the best thing to do was try to patch things together w/ justin b/c no matter what geoff would always be at least my friend. and if i broke up w/ justin we prolly couldnt be friends and he would be really depressed and if i went out w/ geoff who knows if we would work together at all or not. so that is what i decided. i still really like geoff...and im curious as to what a relationship would be like w/ him...but justin and i talked a lot and things are going to work out i think. we are both kinda starting over. and i really really love him. so...i think things are going to be ok. and you know if things go really bad between justin and i, i know geoff will be there for me. eeeeep i love justin. and all my friends. and geoff is an awesome friend. he really understands me...its almost like he knows me more than i know myself. he really helps me out when i need it. anyway, i miss justin sooooo much. i havent seen him for over 2 weeks...since b4 i went to chicago. :-(