"Let me out, let me out Im singing. Im a liar and I cheat in prison, accused of telling the truth."
today i had my horse show. that went ok...R.V. was pretty good but i kept fuckin up. i dunno what my problem was. GRRRRR im mad at myself. oh well, everyone has bad days i guess. i got some ribbons...a 1st, a 3rd, 2 4ths, and a 5th. so i guess that isnt too bad... yeah justin was supossed to come out and watch me ride at like 2:30 or 3, and i called him and he said he was gonna come and he never did. we scratched me out of my last class b/c R.V. was really tired. so i called up justin and he was still at home, and i told him not to come. that kinda made me mad that he didnt show b/c i wanted to show off damnit...grr. and when i came home i called him to see if he wanted to do something but he was gone. that made me sad. *sniffsniff* hes got some big paintball tournement tomorrow. i might ask him if he wants me to go. b/c its a sunday and theres gonna be nothing to do anyways and then maybe we could hang out when hes done. b/c im going through justin withdrawl...meh! i miss him!!!!