May 18, 2009 21:35
A lot of fun, awesome, happy, amazing things have been going on in my life since the last time I updated this journal. Probably the best thing that has happened to me in Japan is falling head over heels for a boy I was best friends with in 9th grade.
There are so many ifs and possibilities and what might-have-beens. All I know now is that the world has opened up to me and all the sunshine has sprinkled through leaving me elated and so full of gratitude, simplistic understanding, and joy.
The world has ceased to be so complex. I've been letting myself go and riding on the wings of all of my emotions, for better or for worse.
I don't know what's going to happen. I can only hope that my head and my heart know exactly what they're doing. Even if you hurt me John Collins, I want to take this chance with you because this is our only shot. Thank-you God for placing this wonderful human being back into my life.
Thank-you Thank-you Thank-you!!!