Apr 28, 2005 12:48
I wasnt going to prom at all, but my dad told me that he would pay for my stuff, if i went.. but its saturday, so i have to get a move on it.... hahaha i have nothing picked out, i just decided i was going.
I really really really wanted chris to ask me.. but *shrugs* i guess not.
Josh, was a cool kid... until he went all creepy on me at the slipknot concert, now he wont leave me alone and its getting annoying, hes... like.. he was a awesome kid, we hung out alot then he started liking me.. and now he likes me way too much and its annoying. like horribly. creepy too.
I thought me and chris were getting back together, and now its like every other day i think were getting back together, then we hate each other, umm he cheated on toni with me, and i thought that for sure ment we were going to get back together, but.... i guess he just wanted to use me... .like everyother guy in my life.
... yeah that should cover most of it, im okay today, i have no idea why yesterday i couldnt hold it in.. it sucked really bad because i knew i was making him feel bad and .. i wasnt trying to.. i didnt want to, he should be able to do what he wants to do without me making him feel bad, i dont know.. just everytime someone said prom.. i started bawling.... i knew it was important to me because i had asked him like last summer, i was so excited about it, i think hes going to do stuff with jesse, which is his decision, but lessens my chances of getting back with him, and ... i dont know.. i wasnt mad at him, just him doing it..
lol.. in my head i yelled at his mom for helping him pick out a tux,...
yeah.. thats the only part im jealous about, she gets to see him in a tux. ... gah... ... gah.... gorgeous .. i dont know if that makes any sense, cos it dosent really to me either.
hope i helped fill you in...
umm, whats up with you? ive decided to start writing again, and so should you. cos, i have no idea whats going on with you anymore. ^_^
love, maggles
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We're going to call this STUDY HALL IS BORING!!! (and maggie cant type today?)
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DO YOU SNORE?
Only when im sick
ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
I tend to fight with the ones i love all the time. =/ it sucks.. causes lines like "we just dont work anymore, why cant you see that?"
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Living or Dying alone
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
Duah. Legos are the coolest in the entire freaking world.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
Its not real, but it does have its entertaining points.
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
YES, when i walk into Dennys they hand me a bucket of straws.. josh did anyways, so did aaron, when i went to dennys, i also used to melt them to make straw sculptures, and melt the crayons for .. color... (im going to shut up)
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
Yes.. then things changed.
IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
NO, i hate it, but i am also not one of those people who will just throw myself at someone who i know likes me just so i can have a boyfriend.
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
the one, that is the schools not mine, that i am using is black with white letters, its pretty standard.
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
Only now that ive moved and madison has a raido in her shower.
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED
no, i want to skydive.
ANY SECRET TALENTS?
No, i wish i had a talent.
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
Flordi-a .... or a beach, on some random island, thats warm and tropical, possibly in the carribean. (hott boys included?)
IS JAY LENO FUNNY?
Eh. not usually.
CAN YOU SWIM?
yeah, usually, sometimes though i forget.
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"
Yes, i own it.. and i really like it.
DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?
Yeah, but not so much that I'm gonna, like, stop driving or something.
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?
942. I don't know, it seems to be the answer to everything.
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
Nope, im bad at it.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
Yes, along time ago, i cant member it.
ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
Nope, jesse and johnny.
DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS?
ummm.. mechanical pencils
WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
For survival? Of course, do what you gotta do. For sport? Absolutely sickening. I want to bludgeon the people who do shit like that over the head with their own guns. And hopefully kill them.
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
Hopefully, or else im living out one of my biggest fears.. dying alone.
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
when i put time into it, yes, sometimes i wish it was sloppier so i could write faster.
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
Something thats in the air right now, i feel horrible.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU!"
eh. coulnt have been that long ago, or that recently.. you know sometime in there.. haha. idk.. whenever the last time i told chris.
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
no, why would you they are happy, for the time being at least.
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
ewwwwwie. i like them non existant.
ARE BLONDES DUMB?
eh. depends on the blonde. but yeah most of them do.
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
idk, i wish i knew i am missing so many its unreal.
WHAT TIME IS IS?
1:18
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME
MAGGLES.. i love my nickname, also boo-boo.. amoung other things.
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
yeah, but ive had a craving for it latley.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
driving to school at like 730 this morning..
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
Baths, but i havent had one since ive moved.
IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
yes, my dad exists.
DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED.
yes.. OMG who wouldnt... *dies thinking about it*
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
nope, i love the dark.. cant sleep if its not.
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
cigarettes, texting, xanga, coffee, ..... i think thats it.
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
crunchy if youre with someone creamy if you are alone.
CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
no EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. nasiest thing...
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
yes, but only because my mommy used to drive one.
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
once.....
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
Yes, im trying really hard and doing really good.
ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
Yes.I hate getting up.
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
Blue
HOW LOUD DO YOU SNEEZE?
eh. depends on the sneeze, i like to mix it up, apparantly.
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
eh. i guess, a few things could happen to make it better, but im not going to complain because i know a few things could happen to make it worse.
WHO'S BETTER: STONE COLD OR THE ROCK?
who the fuck cares?
ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
no.
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
no.
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
no.
CAN YOU SKATE?
no, well i used to skateboard.. okay-ish.. but.. that died.
CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
no.
DO YOU SNORT WHEN YOU LAUGH?
no.... okay, ONLY if i laugh really hard.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
no, but now that songs stuck in my head.. thanks, asshole. -_-
ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
yes, dogs are the coolest.
YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
How the fuck do you believe or not believe in divorce? It happens, so it's real. If you don't believe in it, then you're either in denial or a dumbass. Now, "do I think people rely on it way too much" is another question entirely...
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
no.
DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
yes, who dosent.
IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
yes, and rainy.. its ucky.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
1/2 a star crunch, i was trying to get rid of my heartburn, i wasnt really hungry.. but it worked.
DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH?
yeah, when i have time.. which is never, so no.
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?
any of them.
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
no, but ive looked before and they have some cute things.