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lately, i've been happy. really happy and comfortable.
and unfortunately with that sense of comfortability came sort of this stagnancy
and laziness that i really do not like.
i've been kind of just sailing along, hanging out, doing nothing...
not really thinking about the future or working on myself or anything.
which in a way is nice, but really is not for me.
i need more structure.
so, true to my form, i've been planning.
i'm graduating college in may 2011, and i decided to take a minor in French
and maybe try to teach English in France for a bit after i graduate.
either way it'll be good to have a language minor.
i need to start doing yoga again or SOMETHING.
i've been feeling too shitty about myself lately.
i need to be at the point i was at 6 months ago
when i felt confident and beautiful
and that i didn't need the validation of a relationship to feel good about myself (just because pretty much all of my friends are dating someone doesn't make me gross and unattractive, etc.)
i need an all-around balance again
and unfortunately with that sense of comfortability came sort of this stagnancy
and laziness that i really do not like.
i've been kind of just sailing along, hanging out, doing nothing...
not really thinking about the future or working on myself or anything.
which in a way is nice, but really is not for me.
i need more structure.
so, true to my form, i've been planning.
i'm graduating college in may 2011, and i decided to take a minor in French
and maybe try to teach English in France for a bit after i graduate.
either way it'll be good to have a language minor.
i need to start doing yoga again or SOMETHING.
i've been feeling too shitty about myself lately.
i need to be at the point i was at 6 months ago
when i felt confident and beautiful
and that i didn't need the validation of a relationship to feel good about myself (just because pretty much all of my friends are dating someone doesn't make me gross and unattractive, etc.)
i need an all-around balance again