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What is wrong with me?
I seriously need to stop setting myself up for a fail I mean this time it wasn't really my fault, how the fuck are you meant to predict that a guys ex that you're seeing is going to ring them up and ask them if they want to go on a free holiday?
I'm so angry and disgusted at myself and in pure frustration earlier I ended up telling the guy "don't worry about it, i found someone else".
I really hate me. Me sucks. It's not often that you find someone that you can have a right laugh with, be really honest with and talk to them for hours. I find him and he gets taken away practically straight away. I keep thinking "why didn't he choose me?" and then I realised it's because all men are arseholes.
Fucks sake.
I seriously need to stop setting myself up for a fail I mean this time it wasn't really my fault, how the fuck are you meant to predict that a guys ex that you're seeing is going to ring them up and ask them if they want to go on a free holiday?
I'm so angry and disgusted at myself and in pure frustration earlier I ended up telling the guy "don't worry about it, i found someone else".
I really hate me. Me sucks. It's not often that you find someone that you can have a right laugh with, be really honest with and talk to them for hours. I find him and he gets taken away practically straight away. I keep thinking "why didn't he choose me?" and then I realised it's because all men are arseholes.
Fucks sake.