But with nobody in your bed the night's hard to get through.
Brand New album drops in 2days. EXCITED. Yeah. You can listen to it on Myspace for now. Like anyone but me cares. Still.
Jesus Christ has a pretty face
the kind you'd find on someone that could save.
If they don't put me away
it'll be a miracle.
Do you believe you're missing out
and everything good is happening somewhere else?
But with nobody in your bed
the night's hard to get through.
And I will die all all alone.
And when I arrive, I won't know anyone.
Well Jesus Christ, I'm alone again.
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Cuz this problem's gonna last
more than the weekend.
Well Jesus Christ, I'm not scared to die,
I'm a little bit scared of what comes after.
Do I get the gold chariot?
Do I float through the ceiling?
Do I divide and fall apart?
Cuz my bright is too sly to hold back all my dark.
And the ship went down in sight of land.
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?
I know you'll come in the night like a thief
But I've had some time alone to hold my lies inside me
I know you think that I'm someone you can trust
But I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to never give up
So do you think that we could work out a song
Some know that it's you and that it's over so I won't even try
I know you'll come for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails
Tongue tied to a hating factory
Yeah we all got wood and nails
Tongue tied to a hating factory
Yeah we all got wood and nails
We sleep inside of this machine
Seriously, they make me hot.
Things here are fucking insane. The boss has it out for me. Bad. Things in ther personal realm are uncertain at best. I'm in therapy. Yay! My galbladder may be going out on me...it's all sunshine and fucking rainbows. But I'm good. I've been working out a lot, not eating at all (food make me really sick right now) so I'm losing weight. Friday's I do yoga and I've been spending more time with my friends. I miss the hell out of my sister. But we've been talking a lot.
My favorite holiday is days away. I can taste the turkey already. I am bittersweet though. It's like, what do I do about my dad? I have been kind of blowing him off lately because my emotions just can't take it. That makes the guilt so much worse though. I have learned to be thankful for every moment with your loved ones. Grandmere is having a corneal transplant Dec. 1st. That scares the hell out of me. If anything happened to her I would freak out.
Ok, it's not much, but none of you care anyway. I'm tired. I shopped the Sephora friends and family slae tonight. Some xmas shopping, more Adriana shopping. I am a horrible person. I need to get xmas going before I run out of cash. Anyway, I need to call Jud and go to sleep...after I listen to a little more of this hotness. Seriously, Brand New knows how to make a fucking album.
I'm not your friend, I'm just a man who knows how to feel.
I'm not your friend.
I'm not your lover.
I'm not your family.
Yeah.
Jesus Christ has a pretty face
the kind you'd find on someone that could save.
If they don't put me away
it'll be a miracle.
Do you believe you're missing out
and everything good is happening somewhere else?
But with nobody in your bed
the night's hard to get through.
And I will die all all alone.
And when I arrive, I won't know anyone.
Well Jesus Christ, I'm alone again.
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Cuz this problem's gonna last
more than the weekend.
Well Jesus Christ, I'm not scared to die,
I'm a little bit scared of what comes after.
Do I get the gold chariot?
Do I float through the ceiling?
Do I divide and fall apart?
Cuz my bright is too sly to hold back all my dark.
And the ship went down in sight of land.
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?
I know you'll come in the night like a thief
But I've had some time alone to hold my lies inside me
I know you think that I'm someone you can trust
But I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to never give up
So do you think that we could work out a song
Some know that it's you and that it's over so I won't even try
I know you'll come for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails
Tongue tied to a hating factory
Yeah we all got wood and nails
Tongue tied to a hating factory
Yeah we all got wood and nails
We sleep inside of this machine
Seriously, they make me hot.
Things here are fucking insane. The boss has it out for me. Bad. Things in ther personal realm are uncertain at best. I'm in therapy. Yay! My galbladder may be going out on me...it's all sunshine and fucking rainbows. But I'm good. I've been working out a lot, not eating at all (food make me really sick right now) so I'm losing weight. Friday's I do yoga and I've been spending more time with my friends. I miss the hell out of my sister. But we've been talking a lot.
My favorite holiday is days away. I can taste the turkey already. I am bittersweet though. It's like, what do I do about my dad? I have been kind of blowing him off lately because my emotions just can't take it. That makes the guilt so much worse though. I have learned to be thankful for every moment with your loved ones. Grandmere is having a corneal transplant Dec. 1st. That scares the hell out of me. If anything happened to her I would freak out.
Ok, it's not much, but none of you care anyway. I'm tired. I shopped the Sephora friends and family slae tonight. Some xmas shopping, more Adriana shopping. I am a horrible person. I need to get xmas going before I run out of cash. Anyway, I need to call Jud and go to sleep...after I listen to a little more of this hotness. Seriously, Brand New knows how to make a fucking album.
I'm not your friend, I'm just a man who knows how to feel.
I'm not your friend.
I'm not your lover.
I'm not your family.
Yeah.