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Why do we exist? How are we existing? I have so many questions about the world, but no one can answer them. Sure there are "good enough" answers, but they're just there to sedate our fears.
The unknown can be known, if only we stopped looking for the answers through science, and god forbid- RELIGION. We need to look within ourselves and the answer will be told via our gut/ heart/ brain. You think I'm fucking around? No I am not.
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Nonphysical thoughts have been drifting through my head lately. I wish they would stop, but what else would I think about then? My hair? My makeup? My body? What others think of me? Those fucking thoughts and then some have put me through the ringer. I'm just me. Sure I may be losing weight, but do I care? Fuck no. Will I care? Who knows. It's been lately, if one thing is going good, something else is going wrong. So do I care in the future? My gut says yes, but my mind says FUCK NO.
Off to blab on a paper. FML.
Night.