VALENTINES DAY an ode to the shitty fucking holidays
it doesnt help to show up to candles and flowers and chocolate and everything else that i didnt really expect, things just cant be easy for some people, jessica and micheal just fell into each other and they are so completely meant for each other, why do some people get a break and some dont, this may offend people but these are the reasons that people want to kill themselves, nobody wants to constantly struggle, and what is bad is that it is a struggle for something that is quite meaningless, everyone says i am too young for anything very serious, well i am no where near the serious part because i have too many that i have to fight off at the dating level, i mean the truth is that i like him, but its never gonna work and i just cant find the right words or time to explain it, i never want to hurt anyone, i dont want to hurt any of you, god i just want to run away from everything,