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I had a funny dream last night about Matt. I guess somehow I had a time machine but instead of traveling through time it just traveled. But it was a time machine because I had to do the thing with the lightning and the clock tower. Anyhow, I went to Argentina with a few other people - Leah Zeller, Matt's mom, My mom, and a few others I think. We all went our own ways. I met Matt and we'd talk but we'd keep in mind all the rules and try to follow them. We tried not to be alone together - I don't know, it was just really funny. But really nice, even though we had to be very careful. I talked to him. And just hearing his voice talk only to me was the strangest and most wonderful experience ever! And I told him that and he said, "oh, I probably shouldn't be talking only to you." or something. Ha. Oh well.
Anyhow, I get to talk to him on Christmas!!!! That's two weeks! Yay. And I got into Urinetown: The Musical, and that goes up April 17th or so, and guess who'll be back then? You guessed right, if you guessed at all, and correctly. Matt! And I get to go to Florida later this month. And I get to do a play in a day in January. And I get to go to Birmingham, AL for SETC auditions in March and have an entire rehearsal process with a bunch of my best friends and - these months are going to fly by, even if I don't want them to. And then Matt will be back and then things will get really really scary. And I'm open for whatever will happen, and I've loved the past almost two years, but I'm still excited to be out of this state of limbo.
Joy, though. Joy.
Anyhow, I get to talk to him on Christmas!!!! That's two weeks! Yay. And I got into Urinetown: The Musical, and that goes up April 17th or so, and guess who'll be back then? You guessed right, if you guessed at all, and correctly. Matt! And I get to go to Florida later this month. And I get to do a play in a day in January. And I get to go to Birmingham, AL for SETC auditions in March and have an entire rehearsal process with a bunch of my best friends and - these months are going to fly by, even if I don't want them to. And then Matt will be back and then things will get really really scary. And I'm open for whatever will happen, and I've loved the past almost two years, but I'm still excited to be out of this state of limbo.
Joy, though. Joy.