Ever Feel Like Giving Up?
I honestly don't know what to think anymore, but what I do know is that I'm slowly going mad. I can't pretend everything's ok when I know it's not! First there's my obvious problem that doesn't need to be named, but then...then there's yet another problem.
Doubt.
Oh, why can't I just take Joe in my arms and tell him that I love him? Tell him that I want to be married as soon as possible so no more interferences can be made? I'm in love with him, yet I can't ever find the words to let him know that!
I know Willie's a big part of the blame in this situation, but the truth is, I can't blame someone who's been led on. Yes, that's right, I'm finally admitting it. I did lead him on, and very cruelly, at that. I'll also admit that I'm attracted to him, but only on a superficial level. Alright, so I don't know why I feel drawn to him, but I do know that I love Joe with all my heart -- nothing can ever change that, including some ridiculous infatuation for Barnabas Collins' servant!
Doubt.
Oh, why can't I just take Joe in my arms and tell him that I love him? Tell him that I want to be married as soon as possible so no more interferences can be made? I'm in love with him, yet I can't ever find the words to let him know that!
I know Willie's a big part of the blame in this situation, but the truth is, I can't blame someone who's been led on. Yes, that's right, I'm finally admitting it. I did lead him on, and very cruelly, at that. I'll also admit that I'm attracted to him, but only on a superficial level. Alright, so I don't know why I feel drawn to him, but I do know that I love Joe with all my heart -- nothing can ever change that, including some ridiculous infatuation for Barnabas Collins' servant!