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i dont know what to make of life nowadays.
i get caught up in all of this chaotic bullshit and at the end of the day everything turns out ok.
i cant tell if i've changed or what but i know that ive been feeling a whole lot better about myself and what life is handing me. things are still confusing as all hell but instead of overanalyzing things as usual i just let it come and work itself out.
im tired as shit but im stayin up late so that tomorrow i can hang out with a friend. that's not totally in my nature but i gotta get it done. i need a day to relax and im tired of my weeks feeling as hectic as they do.
there are so many things that i want out of life right now and i get a little down when it doesn't really come to me. i want someone to depend on, to smile and laugh with, to buy sweet things for just because and someone to just in general be happy with. ive been fairly content with being on my own and learning more about myself but now im gettin kind of lonely. everything will be ok though because thats just how things work.
i get caught up in all of this chaotic bullshit and at the end of the day everything turns out ok.
i cant tell if i've changed or what but i know that ive been feeling a whole lot better about myself and what life is handing me. things are still confusing as all hell but instead of overanalyzing things as usual i just let it come and work itself out.
im tired as shit but im stayin up late so that tomorrow i can hang out with a friend. that's not totally in my nature but i gotta get it done. i need a day to relax and im tired of my weeks feeling as hectic as they do.
there are so many things that i want out of life right now and i get a little down when it doesn't really come to me. i want someone to depend on, to smile and laugh with, to buy sweet things for just because and someone to just in general be happy with. ive been fairly content with being on my own and learning more about myself but now im gettin kind of lonely. everything will be ok though because thats just how things work.