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[maggie87]

Why hello! I'm not that tired and kinda bored so I figured I might say a few words.. Well, this past weekend was alright.. Friday I went to Zack's house with Nathan.. It was a pretty funny night to see how people have changed.. And I guess how I've changed on top of that.. Not as weak you could say.. ANYWAY.. Saturday me and Nathan went to Galveston to Moody Gardens.. That was pretty damn fun seeing all the little sea creatures.. Saturday night I worked.. Sunday I cleaned my room spotless burning candles like crazy.. My mom and Nathan keep telling me to throw my precious little itty bitty innocent kittens outside because my room is starting to stink with 4 animals in there and bla bla bla bla bla... So Saturday I changed that cuz for some reason I just can't throw those shitters outside.. It's not right... Anyway so Sunday I uhh..... Well I don't remember.. Today I slept all damn day up till 2 pm.. Went to work.. Went on a walk.. Now I'm here.. My minds been racing since I got fucked up on Friday.. Been over a month since I've done any kind of drug... And I don't like it at all... I was depressed for like two days straight for a bunch of reasons.. One mainly because of wtf happened to my friends? Half of them treat me like shit and the other half act like they've never met me before in their life.. And I can't help but think it's my fault but then again what did I do? I want to tell myself I'm better off staying away from those people but I really do miss talking to some of them... And it seems when I try I get nothing but shut down.. Not naming any examples.. I don't know.. I guess the best thing to do is move on... It's pretty sad though... But yeah I'm going to go to bed....

There's so much evil in the world.. You find it in the most subtle places...

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